eyps...today i wake early in morning after sleep for a long tyme....then, i try to find sumting in my real life...
I feel like a lot of people don't "get" me..it's ok..I'm irrational, hyper, I say weird things, I'm flirtatious, I like frends to anyone...but, sumtime people around me think at another side..i like to be friends but not all my frend wiil be my boyfrend or others...I an over-thinker, but i'm extremely positive, I'll go somewhere not knowing what to expect, I'm fun...I think a lot of people feel that way about themselves, that people don't understand that no ones get it...I kind of also feel like i'm going to have that perfect relationship that everyone kind of strives for..I'm okay being imperfect, I like it actually...I prefer it.....I prefer to be like this...single make me happy more...yea..I know not everyone can believe me when i said i'm single...maybe....for me, it's enough wif my lovely family....not now....my life still long journey....I want my dream to be reality....with that, I can show to someone that hurt my heart...it's bleeding.....enough...i learn from that................But, lately i do want to experience a new relationship...I'm always so anti-anything that requires an emotions that are not perfect...I hate fighting...I hate drama in life...I'm glad our drama is finally put in rest......I want to meet someone that absolutely nothing about me...I want the simple things..That's all I want~ simplicity.....
~i love myself~
